Never done anything like posting on a forum before. This my 5th day of not drinking. I've gotten myself into so much trouble with alcohol that I desperately need to fight off the urge to drink or I'm afraid that I'll end up in serious (legal, health, etc) trouble. I felt sick yesterday and now again today. Had a really weird dream 2 nights ago that I drank heavily and was so angry with myself in my dream that I woke up and thought I really had drank the night before. Anyone have that happen to them? So strange. Obviously, I think about drinking constantly. But I got myself into this situation. I made the choices that caused me to get here and now I need to stop and stay clear of alcohol for a really long time. I'm worried.
