Old 02-13-2016, 08:53 AM
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Mia83
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Join Date: Jan 2016
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Hey everyone, just checking in because I feel like total crap!! My friend came round (who's wedding I acted like a total drunken idiot at) and my God did I get the full force of 'passive aggression'. I knew I would have to confront my behaviour( this is the 5th convo, we've had about my behaviour now) but seriously when will it stop??!! I've been feeling so positive but after hearing a blow by blow account of what everyone thinks of me I feel like crawling into a hole and never resurfacing. I'm so sick of feeling so bad about myself- I know I've done wrong but when will I ever get to move on. I suppose it's still early days for her and she is entitled but I hate myself all over again and feel like crying. I'm so humiliated and all positivity has disappeared. Sorry for the depressing post but I'm so sad and frustrated at myself for putting myself in this position all because of alcohol.
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