Originally Posted by
JulySeaCoast 
Checking in this morning with bad news that I drank last night. Three glasses of wine. I just felt like doing it and I did it. Of course I have a well deserved headache. I didn't try to fight off the AV. I wanted to drink and I did.
I hate myself and that I failed my classmates and myself. I won't drink tonight. I know that just as much as I knew all day I would drink last night. I guess this really is one day at a time. Lose a battle but goal is win the war.
Have a good day guys - sorry
Hi JSC--- it sounds like you are very mindful that you drank last night and that you will not drink tonight. A good lesson learned---
as the mind goes so does the body.
We are always here for you
Hope you check in here the next time you feel AV calling. Take care!