Originally Posted by
JulySeaCoast 
Checking in this morning with bad news that I drank last night. Three glasses of wine. I just felt like doing it and I did it. Of course I have a well deserved headache. I didn't try to fight off the AV. I wanted to drink and I did.
I hate myself and that I failed my classmates and myself. I won't drink tonight. I know that just as much as I knew all day I would drink last night. I guess this really is one day at a time. Lose a battle but goal is win the war.
Have a good day guys - sorry
Good morning,
Sorry you drank last night, but glad you came right back on here to start again. From your post it sounds like you knew you were planning on drinking, if you are thinking that way again try logging on here first, there is always someone in the Newcomers forum and that may help you let those feelings of drinking pass.
Drink lots of water today, you can do this!!!!
