Patricia,you ok? I wasn't trying to make my post yesterday sound all about"me" I read back and it looks that way,I was just trying to let you know I've been in your shoes((hugs)) Blacky,maybe you should try some half caff? I too drink a lot of coffee throughout the day but I'll drink a cup of regular then a cup of 1/2 caff,kinda rotate them,Kzaug,I wanted to say thanks for helping Patricia yesterday I just didn't know what to say except get rid of the booze,at this point I'm waaay more afraid of alcohol than benzos, alcohol makes me lose all self control way scary,hope we all have a super Saturday😊