Thumpa it is painful to know we have damaged relationships with drink, maybe there is a chance, if you build strong sober foundations. If not, then at least you do still have her as a friend to cherish.
BeFree it's great to hear from you and that you are still managing your recovery. There are no easy answers to your situation, all I can do is wish you strength for your time ahead. Life is really, really unfair at times I am sorry you are getting the dirty end of the stick just now. X (((BeFree)))
Hugs to all, you are awesome X