I hope you make it through the night Chinaski! Today is my birthday, and also my day one again. I felt better today than yesterday by a long shot, but am still tired. I did want to drink leaving work. I thought, 'it's my birthday, I deserve it, I can start tomorrow', but I realized that what I deserve is to feel better and not be sick from drinking. Glad to be sober tonight. I didn't go to a meeting or call people like I said though. My family had a little party for me so I stayed in. I'm grateful they don't drink!