Well i think i need to make sure i check in here more often. I have been doing awfully. Feb has started out just like January. So today is day 3. My mental health is just shot. Not sure if its from booze or just because it was shot already. All i do know is that alcohol is not helping anything so i better stop. I beat myself up so much. I tell myself i am a failure all the time. Can't seem to keep a job, or get my crap together. I am in college again though and doing good so far. I need to read what everyone is doing here. I am planning to post a lot more often, sorry guys, lol. I just need to have a safe place to go and vent. AA does not work for me. Tried it, don't like it.