Starting day 5. I woke up rested and relaxed. Tuesday's I usually sleep till 11 then nurse my hangover and try to look put together before anyone gets home. That's one of the signs I knew things were going downhill fast. I was starting to lie about how I was spending my days, I was hiding bottles of booze ( still can't find a few). Lying to the people I live the most is NOT who I am. Lying to anyone is NOT who I am. Drinking has certainly caused a lot of pain in my life, but there is no buzz that is worth what I was about to lose. Feeling hopeful and thankful heading into day 5.