Originally Posted by
Josh90 
So at about 8pm I screwed everything up and asked for just 1! And I took it, but it didn't affect me at all which is weird lol so when I go to bed is it day 1 again?? When I wake up, or still say day 6?? I hate these pills so much
I feel like it is a new day 1 for you despite if you feel the effects or not. That being said though you should still remain proud of those days clean, and build on the momentum you had already built. Don't beat yourself up; just focus on what's best for your recovery.
Also I would pay close attention to what your triggers are and avoid them. If this family member is bad for your recovery then it would be valuable for you to reevaluate the dynamics of your relationship with them.