Thanks everyone. Im still here, I cant sleep. No wonder. Thanks Dee, maybe I will just post about how Im feeling, doing, without going into details bout my current state of mind. And things going on around here.
Its so hard for me, cause I really want to let it all out, and let the bad stuff go. I figure I can do that, just not in great detail here.
I cant be isolated from any and all support I can get. Thats really a bad for me, to become that way again.
Gosh, this is soo hard. I just want to complain, and want things to work out. Its so very hard. I feel pissed, I feel sad. I feel depressed. Its so many emotions to deal with. This isnt just normal how I live. Nothing about it is normal. I crave normal, whatever that is. Guess Ive never known that.
If I just had a normal family, if I just had enuff money, etc, etc. It never ends, the what ifs.
Thanks for helping me see. That life isnt normal, for people like us.
But, it can improve, and be better.
Thank you.