StrongBird, worrying about something that may never transpire is a known health hazard, STOP IT! Easier said than done, I know because I am guilty of doing the same thing. And you know what? 99% of the time the situation I was stressing about never happened; what a waste of energy. I’m still learning too, but try to stay in the moment and live for today, try to plan for tomorrow, and deal with the rest when it arrives.