This is stupid but it's what drives me to fall.
I've been getting ear infections past 2 yrs. Narrowed it down and pinned it on having to wear earplugs because of noise in the house. Went out on a limb and spent my last 40$ orders a pair of sleeping earmuffs. Never like spending last nickel, but can't afford to keep going to doctor either for so ething I can stop.
Meanwhile a onetime yearly fee from something I agreed to pay (with wife) , hit. Now -100$. Now I can't buy groceries for the next 2 weeks, because an unknown thing popped me right when I tried to gamble a little for better health. I do t know why that makes me so angry at myself, but I'm feeling like I'll never come out of nickel and dime type poverty. I've got to straighten up and. Change my point of view .
Going back to bed. Possible 1.5 hrs sleep left