8:57 pm and I am in for another sober 24 hours.
NGB, please don't be ashamed and don't go.
Why not start tomorrow at day one and check back in every day. You are neither the first nor the last alcoholic to lie about their drinking. Same with you Neonew.
Sign in tomorrow for day one
join the class of February
Make a plan and maybe get some f2f support too with either AA, Refuge Recovery, SMART, WFS, Lifering or whichever method clicks with you.
You both belong here especially at the 24 hours recovery connections and you both deserve to live sober happy lives
Don't give up until the miracle happens and don't give up on yourself because we sure are not giving up on you!!!