Sorry about the test BF.
Babs you are never alone!
I'm really glad you're all sober and alive.
I wouldn't mind getting an endorphin rush, but I just don't. I guess that's why I don't get addicted to exercise. I am using it as a tool to feel better about myself so I don't isolate because I'm embarrassed of my appearance. Getting the binge eating and weight under control has been a huge improvement all across the board.