BF, so sorry you missed on the test but it sounds like good improvement. Are you going to do it again? With the stress of your mom coming, have you thought about what you need in order to stay sober?
Van, I think we do best living in today, looking forward, and learning from but not dwelling on the past. Do you have everything you need in your life to help you stay sober? For me, I have found that good intentions are not enough. I've had to dedicate significant time to things that support my sobriety.