I'm sorry to see some of us struggling. If there's one piece of advice I can give it's to post here first.
Look at the Cravings thread for help, and look at the recovery plans thread for ideas there too.
If anyone wants the links again let me know.
I drank again and gain cos I thought I was the general manager of the universe - but I also felt I was a fraud in that position - so I drank to cope, and I drank to try and forget my shame anger and fear when I couldn't fix stuff.
Drinking didn't help me cope and it solved nothing.
The time you spend in looking to find other healthier ways to deal with 'stuff' will be time really really well spent guys
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