Originally Posted by Sunflowerlife

Feeling really bad right now. Woke up pissed and feeling suffocated so I went to the gym. I just pulled over into a random neighborhood because I know once I go home I will be smothered again. I don't want to go home. I want to drink. I just spent an hour and a half at the gym and feel just as sh!tty as when I got there if not worse. I hate these feelings inside me. I just want to run away. Help me.