Originally Posted by
Linzey0706 
Thank you so much for your input. I figured it was time to take a different route in trying to accept this because I was going crazy trying to figure out. I look forward to actively talking with people have had to go through the same thing because it is definitely a heart wrenching situation
You've suffered a loss. You're grieving. Everything that you're feeling is normal. What we try to do here at FFSA is help people fill in the gaps in their knowledge when it comes to drugs and what they do to those who use them. And with that knowledge, you'll be able to view his behavior in the appropriate context, which is viewing his behavior through the prism of addiction. Once you do, it'll make sense, and you won't personalize what he's done.
Been there, kid. Got through it. Dinged up initially, but I got through it. You can, too.