Just checking in. I too slipped on day 70, and in hindsight I had been entertaining the idea of "one little drink" in the build up to the actual slip. I should have reacted to those alarm bells sooner. I am now back on day 10.
If I am honest the days up to 70 were really not to bad. But since the slip things have been really tricky and I have been struggling.
It's that classic AV thing that we all know " Look, you got to 70, and now you have got to 10 easily (which is not true it has been hard!!) , you have this thing under control now. A drink from time to time is not going to change much".
The cravings are pretty bad at the moment. Funny because in other areas of my life things are going well. stable mood, lots of exercise, wonderful family moments it's just that AV constantly buzzing around like an annoying wasp. The more I swat him away the angrier and more persistant he becomes and the more agitāted I get.
Hugs to you all.