Day 8 here. I am feeling some mental sharpness come back. Out of curiousity, I looked at my heart rate on my Fitbit over the past week, and it's been steadily declining. I feel a lot better physically.
I'm not sure how I feel emotionally. I'm not anxious right now (which is great). I guess... I feel introspective.
At this point, I'm 100% committed to doing a 30 day break. I still haven't resolved in my head whether this is it or not. I wish I could put on that ideal sober person face and say, that's it, I'm NEVER drinking again... but I'm not there yet. I am debating even posting this, but I think honesty needs to beat out being a good student in this case.
At this point, I'm comfortable just putting off the decision for at least 22 days. I'll reevaluate as time goes by. I suppose it isn't something I need to have resolved in my mind tonight. All that's really needed right now is resolve to not drink TODAY, and I'm good with that.