Originally Posted by
MikeM 
I wish I could. I really want to. I wish it didn't overpower me. Sorry to disappoint you.
You're not disappointing me. It's ultimately your decision. I'm just saying not to discount that little voice still within you. As you continue to consume today, if - even for a second - that voice comes out and says you can do it, don't hesitate to act and take control. You may just surprise yourself if you don't completely give in. The "You" voice can surprise you sometimes over your AV. Even when you think you have lost control as long as you don't total shut it down it can still take the wheel.