Morning all
Another terrible night of sleep - not sure what's up that I've developed these sleeping problems out of the blue after several weeks of deep, restful sleep. I guess part of the healing process.
I think I'm going to put the scale away - I'm up another 1.5 pounds this morning. That's 4 pounds gained this week alone. When you've already gained 65 pounds in 3 years, more weight gain doesn't feel very good. I think this is causing me to be in a funk because I just feel terrible about myself and am really hating myself lately. Sigh.
Anyway, day 18 today for me. Heading to the doc in a bit and will finally get all my blood work done so I can either stop my obsessive thoughts that i have cirrhosis or deal with whatever the doc finds.