I think I've been posting on the wrong thread for a week, tells you something about my current mental functioning.
day 17, spent last two days basically in bed, hiding from the world and filed with anxiety. AA meetings have saved me. Have a prospective sponsor who made sure I got to work today. had breakfast, and a whole sandwich at lunch!! Maybe I can finally stop wasting away. Going to try to get the motivation to go to the the gym latter.
I've had a couple of good days in the past 17, but they were followed by a crash the next day. We'll see, one day at a time...