Yeah don;t even look down that road UP.
I think I've shared this before but I'll share it again - I spent a lot of years trying to fill a void in me.
Nothing worked cos that sucker was bottomless.
I've had a lot better results since I decided to try and heal it instead
It's not fast work...But I worked steadily...had some counseling help...did some service work for other people that made me feel good about myself too - worked on all the stuff I didn't like about myself, and worked through the regrets I had...
but all that really got me to where I am today - a million miles away from where I used to be
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