Welcome and welcome back KT222, StrongBird Bludog and Jillian.
I know I say it a LOT but it really is fundamental - get a plan together.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ery-plans.html
If you had a plan and it fell apart, make a better one
I really believe everyone here, and everyone reading can be sober ans stay that way - takes a little patience, planning effort and commitment, but it's very achievable - for anyone
Post here if you're in trouble - before you drink.
It worked for Mish - it can work for any of you guys too
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