Originally Posted by
strangeangel 
Back again. Really not doing well. Binged this weekend. Don't feel like I can go on anymore. It's so so hard. Depression really bad. Anxiety about my health is unmanageable. How do I talk myself down from this really bad place and get sober? I don't ever feel like I'm going to beat it. It's going to kill me first. Ugh. Another bad day.
Strangeangel - sorry to hear you're having a bad day. Me, too. Have actually been crying and usually my tear ducts don't work. Do you have anyone you can call so you can talk, instead of having to talk yourself down from being sober?
Remember you had a binge at the weekend doesn't mean you have to have one now...
Keeping my 13 days is turning out to be tough as hell. And I thought the mornings would be fine.
Please keep us updated on how you're doing...