Originally Posted by Thumpalumpacus

Rough day today. The ex- really ripped me up, hurting me with an intimacy/cold shoulder yoyo move. AV was there, but distant ... mineral water for me tonight. My sobriety comes before anything or anyone. I'm finding it easier to deal with these heavy emotions without the alcoholic fog, even though the pain is sharper.

I guess this is chickens coming home to roost, for all the times I've hurt her with my drinking. I want to cry, but there are no tears, so I'll soldier on. Probably go pick up the guitar and play some blues. I sure got the right.