Babs, we all like sober Babs better.
though we do love you no matter what...
Do you journal? I sporadically do. I have started to work with someone, so I've been going over my recovery stuff. I started a journal while I was still drinking. When I quit, I almost burned the thing but decided to keep it for recovery. It's some dark stuff, but them my step work too. Wow. My life is so different now. It's interesting to see, because I don't really feel there's been all that much progress, until I look at something like that.b
It's like someone else wrote a lot of that stuff. Someone very messed us, sad and scared. I'm so grateful for recovery and the opportunity I've had to change.