Woke up feeling pretty weird on day 7. I feel puffy. Maybe I've been eating too much salt.
Anyway, yes I'm being forgiving about my diet for the time being.
Today I'm supposed to meet my boyfriend. We haven't really been in touch or seen each other since Christmas Eve. The ruined Christmas. I'm still not sure what to say. I'm prepared to listen. And then will probably need more time to think based on what he says.
It's so difficult because he's a really good person who is very sweet. But he took me for granted and I feel like I need to be alone and learn to be happy by myself. I can't stand the thought of hurting him though, it hurts so much to think of him being hurt and alone. I hate this.