Thank you all for your comfort and feedback. I've not been worried by or about what xAH has done for some time and have been enjoying life with the kids and this whole matter has thrown me for a MAJOR loop...
I threw my back out over xmas and am unable to run right now which is unfortunate because what I need is a long reflective run to think this all through, make a decision and be at peace that whatever I decide, is what is meant to be...
Thank you again.