I second kiki, patricia. My anxiety and depression is all but gone. I do realize that you have major life changes on your plate and that can be hard, but you may just find that your life has improved once a little time has passed. Sober time at that.
I read a qoute on facebook from Joel Osteen on a friend's timeline who is going through an especially hard time with her husband's health. I am not very religious but this man is exceedingly wise and I appreciate all of the good he contributes with his words. I'd recommend buying some of his books or catching his sermons on TV if you need to be uplifted. Anyway, I read this and thought you might find it helpful. I know I did...
"you cannot talk defeat and expect victory. You can't talk sickness and expect health. You can't talk lack and struggle and expect abundance. You've got to send your words out in the direction you want your life to go."
((Hugs))