Hi all.
Leshar, started watching Enchanted April last night, I'm enjoying it. They've all just arrived at the castle. I went to bed becasue I was tired and don't want to miss all the fun tension that is about to happen! I really like it so far.
Originally Posted by
Leshar 
Hello all, I'm at the airport in Toronto, waiting for a shuttle bus home. I feel a bit lonely, back on my own. I envy my sibs their strong marriages.
Maybe they are strong, or is it just how they appear, Leshar? I know you've said before your sister in Europe was unhappy with her rate of drinking, but couldn't stop? From what you've said, it seems that two of the couples socialise well together. If you removed all the alcohol, would that still be the case? Just some things to think about?
Sometimes people's lives aren't the illusion they want us to see. We've experienced first hand the cold hard truth of stripping every layer back, and we can only focus on that. It's hard not to be envious of others sometimes, but we really don't see all the little hairline cracks...
I too feel a bit lonely at the moment, but I still have to keep building a life, looking forward. Sitting here thinking, why me? Why am I alone? Will isolate me more, but I'm not going to lie, it's bloody frustrating.