Hi MeShelley! Congrats on 1 week!
Tufty-I agree with others...I think a recovery plan would really help you get to the underlying causes of your need to self-medicate. I wouldn't recommend anything that I wasn't doing myself. :-) And you are NOT screwed up! You seem like a really good person with a few things to work through and once you get through them you will be so strong! Someday you will be able to help others with your experience. Hang in there & keep putting one foot in front of the other! :-)
WELL....I need to hop off....I am meeting my sponsor at my Tuesday AA meeting & then have my 1 hour therapy session and exercise. Busy day but I always feel better after AA meetings & therapy. (And exercise) ;-)
Have a great SOBER day everyone & I am praying for every single one of you! I will check in later. Stay strong!!!