Originally Posted by Leshar

Hello all,
Hi Lisa, welcome, please keep posting.
Snoozy, I'm so sorry about your granddaughter, but please don't drink over it, it would create more distance.
Well, this trip has been all about learning to accept my family. I will never really fit in in the dynamics of my bro and sis and their spouses. Drinking never really helped in this regard and only hurt me. My sister got loud and silly last night and in the mornings, you can't hardly say good morning to her, she gets so grumpy.
It's lonely, but again, I have to accept it and not allow it to make me upset. I'm lucky that I do have friends who care about me and are interested in me! That includes this great group, thanks!