Happy New Year, all!
SS - Stick with us. I understand you are in tough place at the moment, but my experience proved that sharing with other people really helps. Even when everything in life screams that nothing can help. Support breaks the invisible walls of isolation which is an evil and destructive force. Wish this year to be better for you.
To those who wants to quit drinking - it's great time and new beginning!
Happy New Sober Year!