Welcome! Getting sober and staying sober is a double edged sword, it can be hard at times but it is sooooo worth it! The best thing for me being sober is no hangovers, no regrets, no guilt, no shame, not waking up worrying or having that dreadful horror of the night before, skin is clearer, I feel healthier! Id rather have that over a drink anyday! Good luck, your'll find loads of support here so your def not alone x x x