@Kiki Yes I am afraid of AA. It's another step to take I guess. To make it public, to meet face to face. It's ridiculous really...I mean, what I want is what I find here. Understanding, sharing and support. I don't judge anyone and I don't want to be judged. Maybe I should try AA once. I think SR is great but I think maybe I need more. It seems like I am not serious when I keep slipping, but I really am serious. This is not a joke to me, I am trying my best just maybe I need somebody around
Thank you Kiki, you have such great energy!