Thanks for the support all. I hope it's a learning experience, but there is a voice in my head that reminds me that I've been here before and sworn off alcohol on a million day 1s (so it seems.)
All I know is I won't drink today. Just turned down a HH invite tonight, because I don't trust myself to go to a bar and not drink yet. I have done it plenty of times in the past (6 years sober previously) but not strong enough in this quit yet.
I won't drink today! Day 2 almost over.