Hi Dallow, I'm glad you are back and ready to recommit to your sobriety. Think about New Years drinks... What will you really get out of it? Will having one drink actually make you feel good? I think we've all had times when we've drank like normal people, but those times didn't last and we've done really hurtful things to ourselves and/or others. Alcohol hurts alcoholics...I guess I'm suggesting you rethink drinking anything because I'm afraid it might do you more harm than good. That comes from my experience!