Yes, relapse starts in the head way before you pick up that first drink.
Sounds like you have a great plan and a great attitude.
The "giving back" by helping the homeless is a really positive addition.
Sometimes I think we alcoholics get so lost in our own pain and issues
we forget that connecting with and helping others can be a great gift
to ourselves as well.
Wishing you a Happy New Year Stella--what are the Northern Lights like
where you are?