Originally Posted by
D122y 
physically I am like a super hero compared to the weak blob I was last year. Mentally, I feel better than I have since I can remember. So confident. No fear of stinking like booze. No fear of looking like a drunk.
In November I got a wonderwoman-tattoo on my wrist.
I generally feel more on top of things than I ever have before, no longer behind, always trying to catch up. Even now, I don't really even consider drinking, I just recongnize the thoughts and (lack of) actions that are probably the beginning of a relapse in the not too distant future.
I've listened to a lot of relapse stories, and I know now is the time to do something about my thought patterns, not when I'm cracking open a can of beer.