Lockyboy

Hi all

Day 6 for me and struggling. From my first post yesterday I explained how my fiancé of 8 years had enough and said we needed to split up. In the 7 weeks since I've moved out I've had minimal contact with her, she never initiates and not seen or spoken to her. She has told me she believes separating is for the best and right now cant see a future with us and we both need to move on.

I went to WhatsApp her early hours of this morning in a moment of weakness but could see she was online messaging till 1.30am, something she never does and the only time she ever messages that late was when we first got together, so my mind is now telling me its another guy she's in contact with.

I dont want to drink today, but it would feel so much easier to have a drink and blot it out.

Thanks