Kiki's AV: Your idea is stupid! Kiki has worked so hard over the last month and a half to NOT drink; why would she want to blow that now and deal with the guilt, self-loathing, and pain that would result??
I hope the craving has passed, Kiki!
Blackbird, I hope you make it through the day okay. Please check in here as you need to. 43 days is awesome!!
