Canguy, what's going on?
Pushing through the day here. I saw one of my childhood friends and met her one-year old daughter. Such a sweet girl. Of course lots of emotions and my reaction is to drink, drink, drink to numb them out. I've been drunk on Christmas Eve as long as I can remember, and hungover on Christmas as a result. Not much left in me to feel anything other than drunk or hangover. This year is different. Yes, it is hard. Feeling anxious. Just ate two bowls of granola and that helped. Don't want to drink but just not feeling well.
Sorry for the vent. I guess I'm here to say I'm not drinking, and if any of you are in similar situations please don't drink either. It won't help us. Today might not feel good sober, but we have a chance at a better tomorrow if we stay sober. Thank you all for being here.