Originally Posted by
Supertired 
Hey guys
Checking in on day 28 , Christmas Day will be 30 days which will be me hitting my goal. Next is 90 days. It can be really hard, but it's so clear to me that this is the life I was meant to live. I won't go back.
All this being said, the past week my "pink cloud" definitly left town.
Been feeling really depressed.. as the dust settles and I can, with a clearer mind, reflect on the last 10 years, it's just really sad.
I can't believe I let myself become so utterly compromised.
My antisocial behaviour over that time pushed a lot of people away, and robbed me of my self respect..
I won't dwell on the past forever, but right now it's my shadow
Lots of healing to be done I spose.
Thanks for listening, and I wish you all the very best
Super-30 days on Xmas! Awesome.
In time I think you'll be able to reclaim many friendships, and most importantly, you're self respect!
Red- I think making sober friendships is going to be important to you and many of us. I know it has me a bit worried, but right now focusing on our sobriety is our number one job!!!