Hi all, I also relapsed with some wine tonight. The pressure was too great. Between my daughter's birthday, Christmas (which I am still not ready for), work (still have more hours to put in before Christmas), two of my kids having some major issues related to school, my cold and not feeling well...I caved in. Like Sydneyman I have thought about stepping away from here until I get my act together - because you all are doing so well (congrats Winslow on 60 days! And Grizzly on 90 days!) and I don't want to negatively influence anyone.
Sydneyman, you are in my thoughts. We both relapased last night - for different reasons but you're not alone here.
Anyway, I also relapsed on a couple of other fronts: Facebook and contacting an old ex that I said I wouldn't get involved with again. I've got some work to do to climb back. I hope Christmas brings new hope and joy to everyone who needs it (me being one of those). Take care everyone, I'll check in when I can.