at the start of the month i tried to kill myself am not going to put the method here but my husband caught me in time
I was lucky my husband is worried about me my dr and Therapist is worried about me but they will not ip me because they say am better off at home
Been on the ed forums been self injuring and pulling my hair out not been drinking or taking drugs but i am still screwing myself over with this stuff today keep going into the pro eating disorder forum a but av not done any thing like starving my self so am unsure if am on day 1 or day 0
i want drink people in the pro ed forums talking about drugs and drink
been feeling like i need it
Not going to have any at all not even for my birthday on wed
Am getting too old for this shhh need to grow the hell up and stop acting like a teenager am going to be 39 years old on wed
BACK TO THE START AGAIN
