Originally Posted by
rah555 
To be successful I am going to need to be diligent and focused. I start out strong then peeter out. Small goals...no drinking of course, but need to post/read comments daily., need to actively figure out how to live/interact/participate in things without drinking. It seems like it should be easy but breaking habits is challenging. It's almost the end of 2015. In 2015 I had 13 blackout episodes. Not great. I want to end 2015 strong and go into 2016 strong. Feeling a little down right now.
You are already doing fantastic as u are here!!! Every day just think NOW WAY... just like u wouldn't take class a drugs or rob granny's. .. wouldn't even consider it (I hope) so move alcohol there. Also give you AV a face, a politician i hate I gave mine. .. so when I pipes up I think of that idiot and nearly want to puke. He ain't telling me to drink! !!!
Good luck... tall it through to us! We all been there x