Last night was particularly difficult for me... I had this debate in my head that I should relax and have just one hot buttered rum last night while wrapping Christmas presents... I would head to the kitchen to make one then stop myself .... It was also just a lonely night.... I recently broke up with my boyfriend (who also has a problem with alcohol and was an enabler ) But I made it through and I'm glad because I feel great this morning. I think in those difficult times I just need to focus on that I will feel much better in the morning if I don't give in .... Plus it's game day! GO HAWKS!
13 days!!